Friday, October 22, 2010 ♥
7:51:00 PM ♥
i want to tell u this
listen..for th past 3mths+ we've bn together..we've been thru alot of ups..and mostly downs..i know..that i love u..alot..and i mean it..u told me too that u love me alot..bt..i just want to ask u..why do u keep doing things that hurt me..??1st..was th..one that we fought..and..u said 'i love you' to a gerl..it was my fault too..thats why i didnt take it too seriously..bt..th one i really rmbr was th one u drank..and u kissed and hugged a gerl..that..was th one which hurts me alot..hw culd u..
and just nw..i called u..arnd 4+..u said u were working..and u end work at 6..bt when i wanted to go home just nw..my friend said that she saw u..at blk 2..and that tym was arnd 6.20+..i didnt believed her..coz i didnt want to be hurt..bt..when i looked there..i saw u..i msg ur friend at 6.38pm..asking where was hym..up till nw..no reply..i didnt want to think negative of u..bt..th more i didnt want to think of it..th more i felt th sadness..tears kp dropping u know..
its like..everynight..i cry for u..i was helples..do you know that..??i didnt know what to do..i needed someone..luckily kak rawr was there for me..she consoled me..and have u read my tagbox..?ur friend said that abt u..do u know i felt..?i didnt know if i shud trust hys words..or ignore them..im hurt..ok..everytime u did something u shudnt do..im hurt..i dont know if u understand my feelings..bt..i just want u to know that ok..i culd tell u all this to u in person bcoz i didnt know hw to sae it to u..im sowie if ive hurt u bt..this is what i really really feel abt u..abt us..
someone said this to me..'u pity hym..bt..th question is..does he pity u..?think abt it'.. those words..really had my mind thinking..i try to ignore it bt..i culdnt..Labels: what do i do nw